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I am dazed and sad and confused and indignant. I'm angry and upset and bewildered and hurt, choked and depressed.
Okay may be i am overreacting. Maybe i am expecting too much. Maybe i'm being too idealistic. I don't know.

Thats a bit of ME...

Whenever I am Asked to pen down else tell about myself , my senses just go awry. With no idea what to and what not to jott, the plane sparkling piece of white paper gives me goosebumps!
From where to start and with what to end consistently reminds me of the fact that i, though knowing myself, just can't express.( chance given, would run to attend classes in creative writing but i guess thats gonna be a pun intended on me. Just can't help it man ! lol)

It's said a person knowing what he wants out of his life proves to be a forte for his promising life and career but here on the contrary i had been always clear with what i never wanted rather than that what i wanted.

I really don't have an idea in particular for what am i penning down all this (in fact typing...gosh !! who cares!), may be this exercise could turn out to be a positive note on the path of knowing myself more considering all that i am writing as a masterpiece for reference .

I have always wished to live a meaningful life ( after all who doesn't want to?? ) where I really can struggle and fight with my inner self to the extreme in order to be capable of earning my own bread. From the very beginning whether at home or may it be school i have been mostly spoonfed from a silver platter. Though i am not dis appreciating this fact as it has always taught me that some or the other time i would definitely learn to exercise my grey cells and get them charged for the time of crisis, those crisis from which i never wish to run away from but instead welcome them with open hands into my life !!

Just Like That...

Hmm.. Am a first time blogger who has been trying to get into the habit of blogging from the last damn 10 months. But something has been apprehending me from doing so. Don't know what!! May be I wanted to pen down something which could be just the perfect on my first attempt of blogging itself! He..he.. I know i am being dumb with such a thinking. But i want to jot down such a blog which would have just my heart, perfect like... with all the thoughts which a first timer blogger would have in him before and as well as while blogging. Wanted something like... whatever comes in my mind.. I just pen it down without even giving it a thought, with correct spellings, no grammatical errors...no tough vocabulary.

People say practice makes a man perfect.....on the other hand sum people say No one's perfect in this damn world. Tell me something, When No one's perfect in such a world where practice makes a man perfect then Why practice??!!??!! Why??

Okay coming back to my blogging pattern...(hey.. but do comment on my above question people) there's gonna be just One rule. That am not gonna follow any pattern..lol... No NO..i am being serious about this one. Am gonna write any damn thing that comes my way, any bullshit (with due respect to the offenders), any view am gonna hold, any thought that makes me ponder the whole day, any trash !! In short am going to make the full use of my right (Art.19. freedom of speech).